running on empty

jayme's not doing well today
please keep pulling for her
she's horribly sick from the anesthesia
in the most pain i've ever seen her in
it's heartbreaking
the elation of making it through surgery
has already given way to the reality of other things
please keep pulling for her
our struggle is not over yet
i'm supposed to play bend studio tonight
in memory of our friend anju gill
it's going to be hard for me to pull it together enough to do anything
i feel like a complete wreck
i wanted to write something today in memory of anju
maybe later
i can't find anything else in me right now